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Back in 1975 I had a sort of premonition experience. I was walking down the street with friends. It was a beautiful sun-shiny day in California. We had just come out of a movie theater. Suddenly I felt a deep concern for my mother. I felt that she needed my help. It was very a clear kind of knowing.
Later, when I was able to call home to Ohio, my sister answered the phone. And, without any prompting from me, my sister told me that she was concerned about our mother. She thought maybe our mother was on the verge of some kind of emotional breakdown.
So I came home pretty quickly. It was easy to see that Mom was feeling stressed and vulnerable. I was able to pick up through osmosis on the issues that were burdening her. That on its own was actually a profound experience, although I didn't think about it at the time. It would have been good for my soul's evolution, if I had tried to specifically address those issues in some way. But, I lacked the selflessness and spiritual clarity required.
My mother did get better somehow. I think that possibly she was buoyed up by my youthful exuberance and companionship. Anyway her spirits improved. And within a couple of weeks, I had completely forgotten why I was there.
I think that I was able to receive the initial prompting, because this was my mother with all the special relationship that implies. And I had been praying for each one in my family. I think that if you consistently pray for someone, it opens the channels to receive this kind of prompting and more.
Also, I think that the angels were involved in giving me a heads-up probably on many levels. I think they made sure that my sister answered the phone. And my sister is the only one who would have been able to share such a clear observation about our mom.

When my daughter Hespera was a 2 or 3 days old, she was sleeping in her crib in our bedroom. I was woken up out of a sound sleep with the thought "Check Hespera." I tried to go back to sleep as I was very tired, but the thought kept bugging me. Finally, I got up and walked over to the crib. Hespera's face was blue because she was not breathing. I don't know how I knew what to do, but I stuck my little finger in her mouth and removed a plug of mucous allowing her to breath. My wife and I and my in-laws were all able to breathe easier after that.

I think my heart tie with my daughter and with her higher self and my own higher self allowed me to receive this warning and also the innate knowledge of what to do. Also, I didn't question it or ignored it for long, but obeyed the prompt to get up and the direction to use my little finger.

Wayne

When my boys were very little, (Anthony was in a crib), I had a very vivid dream that I was with a group of people and one of the people in the group was behaving very strangely. I woke up and was doing Astreas, however, not very effectively, when all of sudden I realized that this person could harm the little ones who were asleep in the next room, and it jolted me into doing strong fiats to Astrea to bind this person. Nothing had happened until I really gave these fiats my all and I could actually see that with each fiat, an angel came and put coils of rope around this female being and ultimately, she was fully bound and they carried her away. Never doubt the effectiveness of Astrea to take care of things!! It was a great lesson to me and I was grateful for the warning. It was the vulnerability of the children that woke me up!

When I was at a summer camp in Wyoming at age 14, I joined two older girls (one a counselor there) in separating from the group during an all day horseback ride. We spent the night on the mountain and our horses got away. As we headed home on foot on the mountain trail the other two girls decided to climb down to Jenny Lake at a place called "death canyon" instead of staying on the trail. A sense of fear came over me which I believe was a premonition. I followed them because I didn't want to stay on the long trail alone. Both of them had minor injuries from a rock I inadvertently loosened, and later we came to a rock ledge where it seemed we couldn't go up or down. I prayed, and we were led to take off our boots and climb barefoot down the rock. We made it to the bottom by nightfall and had to spend another cold night, this time without a fire. The camp director and his crew had looked for us on the trail the whole day, and found us in the morning.

In 1968, two weeks before I got my master's degree at the U. of Chgo I felt a great heaviness for three days before our Memorial Day picnic on the Midway. This was my premonition. I was almost too tired to go, and my oldest didn't
want to go, however I was determined to take my three young children and attend. After lunch I took my daughter home for a nap and left my 8 and 9 year old sons with other adults at the picnic. I'd only been home 10 minutes when my older son ran in and said his brother had been hit by a car while crossing the street. There was negligence in the emergency room (long story) and he didn't survive. Later I learned from two different sources that it was his time to go and I was not supposed to be there to prevent it.

Last night I had a dream where I was hiking with my two boys who were young in the dream. The older one went to the edge of a cliff ahead and to the left side of us and fell off. I looked over the edge and saw he had landed on his back and was still alive. I told him not to move. By the time we got to him he was up and walking around and did not appear to be hurt. This seemed miraculous as it was a long fall. I am out of touch with this son who is going through a very challenging time, and I am hoping this is a premonition that he is or will be O.K. Patricia Carlson

My greatest premonition was when I was going to sterilize me, because I already had 3 children and thought it was enough, when I got pregnant and the doctors advised me then to do an abortion, because I did not want any more children. If I regret it, I could be pregnant another time they said, but then I could not look at small children, mothers with prams, pregnant women, so I decided not to do the abortion and I am so greatful that I listened to my feelings.

It is not enough with that. When she was born, they said that I could stay longer at the hospital to do the sterilizing, but then I got such a strong feeling, that I would die, if I did it and then not be there for my new so cherished babygirl and my other children, so I went home instead. The doctor then gave me a new appointment for the sterilization, 3 months later, because he said that one is also so sensitive directly after the delivery.

When I then once again came to the hospital for sterilization tne nurses prepaired me and said that they had to get me curare, an arrow poison, to stop my reflexes and heart!! and they will hold me alive with a machine. Wow!! the sense of death once more came to my mind and I thought I could not go home a third time, so I stayed and the nurse said I could change my mind until I laid on the operation table. Then I sat in the waiting room and looked in a daily paper where I suddenly saw a very small advertisement "Mother of four died during a sterilization." I was shocked, and the next morning I went home for the third time. I was not meant to be sterilized either. No one else had seen that advertisment, so I now think it was the Master's work.

All these things happened before I had come in contact with the Master's teachings and I then understood that both abortion and sterilization was not to obey God. And I am so grateful that I managed to ovecome my worst karma testings, I hope.

And I am praying for forgiveness for all my past karmas that led to these tests and love to my dearest daughter for all she had to go through.

I love you.