I see the initiatic path as the path of our spiritual growth. I think the initiations happen naturally, yet I believe we can choose to take more initiations and grow spiritually more quickly if we like. It’s not quite like physical growth, which has a “set” growth. Spiritual growth on the initiatic path has an element of freewill.
Part of our spiritual growth is our return of karma that is used to teach us important lessons. I think many of us see the return of karma as the initiatic path. I think the initiatic path must be more that just the return of karma. We know of Masters and Saints going through higher initiations for greater levels of God awareness. (At the Washington DC conference recently Saint Germain said that he received cosmic consciousness at the altar of God meditating on his soul.) So the initiatic path is more than negative karma returning in the form of tests.
I see myself on this beautiful eternal continuum of spiritual growth called “Initiation”. I feel that I am at a point where I am becoming more conscious. I believe my time spent in the Summit Lighthouse was a time that I was taking in the teachings as if I was in the ‘absorbent mind” period of spiritual growth. I now find myself more consciously co-creating. In the process of co-creating I have also taken more responsibility as to what occurs to me rather than blaming negative happenings on dark forces outside of myself. I am beginning to see negative problems as opportunities to co-create.