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It's funny because when I do Ho'Oponopono I start with a broad statement. Someone triggered something in me that I know I need to work on, so I start with that specific incident and as I continue on my Ho'Oponopono other things will come up, the root of the issue starts to show itself. If it weren't for the benign incident that triggered my reaction to begin with I wouldn't have started to work on the deep rooted unease that is certainly the "real' issue."

For example, I was upset with my husband this morning because we were having my son's 4 year old birthday party at the house (20 x 4 year olds... enough to make any mother screaming Ho'Oponopono and running for the hills). He had come home late last night from a work dinner and was tired and not feeling well so I was trying to do all the prep work myself. And I was getting really irritated and started thinking of the pattern I have had of someone using up all their energy on other things so that when they have time for me, I get residual energy... so instead of getting mad at him... well after I got finished being mad at him from saying my Ho'Oponopono) I started to re-shift my prayer and began to apologize to myself for not giving myself the time I would like and always expending my energy on other things or people which prohibits me from accomplishing the things that are important for me... he was just mirroring how I treat myself.

I find that when I do Ho'Oponopono my anger or unease of a situation immediately dissipates and it enables me to see more clearly what the real problem for me is, where it lies and where it came from. I know it is not needed to do such analysis and that we should just say the prayer when we get triggered, but I like to understand for myself where the issues came from and why I am being triggered. I know I will get to a point where that information will become irrelevant, but I am honoring the part of myself that is still curious and exploring the deeper understanding of myself for now.

While working on one problem I felt a sense of injustice and examples from the past came to mind. I just continued to work on them till I felt a good connection. That only took a couple minutes and I finished out with forgiveness decrees and violet flame just to make sure.

There have been a couple of issues that come up regularly that I have been very concerned about in regard to how limiting they have been for my soul growth. This is the first time I have really understood the vital connection of inner child work in the process of purification. I have also experienced a greater communion with my I Am Presence. It is an ongoing awareness with both aspects of my self. Experiencing this new state of awareness makes anything that comes up so much easier to handle. I haven’t had so much come up during the giving of the prayer, yet when things come up at other times, then both my I Am Presence and inner child are wrapped in Ho’oponopono where peace, love and a higher understanding comes.

Dwinn

I have not had deep issues come up yet, mostly memories of regrets from past mistakes and they do clear with Ho'oponopono. Perhaps as I learn to do deep meditation, which I have tended to avoid, more records will come up. Probably from past lives, as my childhood in this life was pretty uneventful and protected. I started a Zero Limits study group here at Stelle this week and am excited about the results. 6 ladies came. We watched the first clip of Dr. Hew Len and Joe from the course page and took turns sharing experiences. Some didn't have the book yet. I played the Ho'oponopono song at the end of the session. They wanted copies, so one lady copied it from my song book for the others. Everyone loved the group and one emailed me about having a profound experience clearing something from childhood that has bothered her all her life. Then she was led to work on records from WW2 and went through a whole process with that. She expressed joy and gratitude for this method. A 7th lady now wants to join us. I think this could lead to some new Heartfriends. During my meditation I got two ideas: One to advertise a reading room here, and the other to find other songs from my HC song book to share with the group. One lady had mentioned that when Morrnah was here teaching with Hew Len years ago she told this lady and her boyfriend "You're from the stars!" This lady has always had a feeling of attraction to the Great Central Sun. So I will ask her to copy that for us to sing next! Patricia Carlson

Last year, I was very challenged by taking over my husband's former responsibilities. I consciously thought I was o.k. with it. Ho'oponopono revealed to me that I resented this new set of responsibilities to the point of becoming ill. While on the Africa pilgrimage, away from all responsibilities, my symptoms were almost gone. I came home and was overcome by the real estate challenges and all that they entailed and my physical health began to deteriorate FAST. While meditating and continuing the Ho'oponopono, I finally admitted that I disliked, was avoiding, was being dishonest and generally rebelling against accepting what I had been "given". With continual cleansing and meditation, I am now finally loving, forgiving and thanking my little self. I am hearing my Higher SELF comfort, encourage and instruct me - even finding people to help me. I am seeing a new attitude emerge in which I can embrace what God has brought to me. I am actually beginning to enjoy learning about real estate. I have almost stopped having coughing spells, my throat is healing, digestion is improved and I am sleeping almost all night - and I have a great sense of relief and gratefulness each day! Thank you Father-Mother Presence and Ho'oponopono! And I thank all who have prayed for me these past months. I am grateful that we are all ONE.