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I was working with the Cosmic Clock charting all of my events from age 0-now...not giving away my age, suffice it to say I' ve been around the clock more than a few times! Anyway, after charting all the major events in my life, I highlighted each event in color so that pink for instance was used for major relationships, marriage, divorce. Then orange for disturbing events. When I got to the 8 o'clock line, Virgo there were all of my major tests and initiations! A very tough task master, Justice/ Injustice. Here I experienced the Vietnam War, Kennedy assasinations, Martin Luther King's assasination, Woodstock, the sexual revolution; Dylan, the Beatles, drugs, and college. These tests tried me at every level of my being, mental, emotional, spiritual, psychological and my family history. The tests of Virgo have been the most challenging for me. I had to spend a significant amount of time clearing those records with Ho'oponopono. I stayed with it until I felt the shift and the clearance came. I am especially grateful to Archangel Zadkiel and Holy Amethyst who promised to take all these records from us and clear them.

I had noticed that prior to working with Hono'pono pono that many disturbing things were coming to the surface within my being. Sometimes the appearance of these thoughts and feelings were debilitating and would cause me to go into a mini depression. What I have noticed is that Hono'pono pono; is causing these disturbing apparitions to evaporate. They may return; however they are weaker and weaker and their effects are not as devastating to my psyche.

The mantra, Hono'pono pono has become a living breathing entity in my life. It could be seen as an angel of light that comes to my rescue and preserves the peace within my being. I call her and she vanquishes the dark forces of night that live within the deep recesses of my sub-conscious. I have more peace even though my outer world may be in turmoil.

I understand that Hono'pono pono is a life long endeavor, which I gladly accept.
This cleansing action, this being; this "knight light" is another vehicle, sent from God to help me on my path back to wholeness and purity.

After finishing reading the book Zero Limits I started writing down important events in my life in my Cosmic Clock for our homework. Before I had written everything down I started giving the Ho´oponopono prayer whatever I did and wherever I went, and new things kept coming before I even had the chance to finish what I started cleaning on. These last few weeks it feels like every issue I´ve ever had and all the obstacles I´ve been working on and struggling with my entire life has come to the surface. These are deep things that´s been holding me back my whole life and preventing me from being who I AM and doing what I want. I´ve tried so many ways to overcome, solve and heal these issues before and they are still there. I keep cleaning the best I can, but it´s hard to stick to one subject since new things keep coming, without the feeling that the former one is resolved. It feels like “everyone else” (also an issue…) gets fast results to their cleaning and I´m just stuck in my memories… I´m still on the 12 o´clock line in my Cosmic Clock, since all these other things have come in between, but the funny thing is, that all these really old memories and feelings I´m struggling with right now probably came to me before or with my birth, so maybe I´m working with my Cosmic Clock after all, and that my conception and birth is the most important event in my life, and it just takes time to heal…

Posted By Wayne on 22 Jan 2012 10:20 PM
I haven't noticed any deep psychological issues, but I have noticed things like irritation about someone, worry about a situation, or disturbing memories. And I find that when I continue doing the ho'oponopono, I zero in on the cause of it withing myself. Not only that, but my behavior changes so that I take action that would avoid negativity or produce a positive resolution. For example, after the class today, I went to the store, and as I was pulling out, a person walked right behind me. This brought up the fear of accidents and the memory of my daughter's accident. So I did the ho'oponopono on my own carelessness, impulsiveness, backseat driving, and speeding (all of which were factors in the accident). My thoughts then turned to my daughter's requirement for a special diet and her refusal to research it and let me know what foods she can and cannot eat. I felt some irritation, so I did the ho'oponopono on my own too-busyness and misplaced priorities. Later, I went to the health food store, and on the way, I noticed that I wasn't speeding like I usually do. While shopping, I browsed in the book section and found a diet and cookbook for my daughters diet.

My bad driving and my complaining about my daughter's inaction were habits that I was unable to overcome and resolve until I did the ho'oponopono. It seems to be a catalyst for action.

1-28 update: Upon further reflection, I realized that besides the blue-flame action that ho'oponopono is a catalyst for, it also catalyzes yellow-flame wisdom through inspiration. Once the pink-flame love clears the memories that are blocking inspiration from your divine Self, wisdom comes with an aha moment and you clearly see what action to take to solve or avoid problems for yourself and others. It truly is a mighty threefold flame technique with love as the key.

Something that came up for me has to do with service. I've always felt that I'm here on earth to serve. I had a record come up this past week of not desiring to serve certain lifestreams. I realized that this relates to the fallen angels not desiring to serve mankind. The fallen angels felt that mankind was beneath them and they didn't think man was worth their effort.

I've come to the realization that this resistance in me to serving certain souls is a similar rebellion of pride. I'm working on the virtue of humility so that I am willing, able and ready to serve whoever God sends to my world with love and forgiveness. Ho'oponopono is helping me to clean so that I can serve God better.