I have read a few books recently in regard to initiation and I am in awe at the intricacy of God's plan for each soul to make it back home. Initiation to me is a roadmap back to God. Even though I am outwardly unaware of this map, I believe my Soul is aware of it and if I can tune into my OverSoul, and come what may, attempt to follow the promptings of this guidance; I will make it back to my point of origin. Because of my individual, family and group Karma as well as my psychology, the path can be quite interesting!! Full of opportunities! Fear must become Faith and Pride must become Humility in order to succeed in this journey. I imagine since the journey has taken millenia, that I have not always chosen to take this path homeward bound. I accept initiation as a necessity of life, like breathing, eating and sleeping. I accept by Faith, that with God all things are possible and with God I will prevail. At one point in my life Initiation would spark fear, another test... will I pass or fail?? Now I feel within my being my Love for God and his Love for me and I will perservere by his/her Grace. I am a work in progress, working on myself is also a part of this "Initiation". I have no idea where I am on the path; what has been accomplished up to this point?? What I do know is that I will not stop Trying!! I visualize myself on the yellow brick road from the Wizard of Oz. Here I am, Dee skipping along, at times things happen along this journey to the Emerald City, detours occur, certain issues must be addressed, aspects of my personality which no longer serve me in my quest must be recalibrated, etc. etc.; I pray for God Victory and I return to the yellow brick road, hopefully a little bit further on the path to the Emerald City.
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