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I´m not sure how to respond to this question. I thought I was gonna check out the answers of the others first, but I guess I´m the first one up... So here it goes:

I´ve spent my whole life wondering what it is that I should do in life and what my purpose is. A while ago I had the feeling I was so close to get to the answer to that question. It felt like it was right there, but I couldn´t see it. Just like when you open a window to let a fly out, but he keeps hitting the closed window instead, and refuses to see the open one, which would lead him to freedom.
I don´t have that feeling anymore. I think I found the open window, or the Door of Truth, when I went to the event in Bergvik 5 weeks ago. Even though I´ve known about the Angels and Masters for a long time, it was like a new world opened to me!
It feels like this is the path I want to walk. I feel like material things becomes less and less important and that I need to do what I came here to do. I still don´t know exactly what that is, but I feel that every time I let go of my ego and stop trying to do things right or good, and just let God do them through me, everything just falls into place and my devotion to serve God becomes deeper and deeper.

The world really needs to change in so many ways and I feel called to be a part of that. So I´m so grateful for this course, that hopefully will help me to achieve my mission, and it couldn´t have come in a better time!

Jenny,

It sounds like you have passed the last stage of the first circle (the scepter) concerning which Master Peter Deunov said, "When reading the book and studying the principles and laws of nature, the soul acquires enlightenment and desires self-mastery, symbolized by the scepter. The soul appreciates cosmic justice and also mercy. In the hands of the enlightened, the scepter becomes a magic wand with which one can use natural and psychic powers for the benefit of others. This is as far as the soul can evolve in the world, in the external education of life. This outer circle is just a preparation to start on the path of discipleship, the second circle.

Now you are in the first stage of the second circle: "A staircase with comfortable steps that leads to a door – the way to Truth. The steps representing the lessons of the seven rays and by developing the qualities of the seven rays, one passes through the door to higher consciousness. In the beginning, the trials will be easy (like comfortable steps). But later on, the test become more difficult. During this phase of development, the dawning of Truth begins. The disciple feels an impulse to follow the path of initiation.

You said, "I think I found the open window, or the Door of Truth."
This shows that you are at the arch in the pentagram on your way to the Christ Spirit. May you pass every test!"

Wayne

As I reflect I can see experiences that I have had on the path that relate to the five stages of the pentagram: truth, righteousness, love, wisdom, and virtue. I began my spiritual path by seeking truth and when I met Mark and Elizabeth Prophet in Hawaii. I joined their staff and began going through the door of truth. Then I desired righteousness, I desired to balance my karma and to serve mankind which I worked at during my fourteen years of staff life which also relates to the stage of a chela being the servant of the master. At the same time I was also climbing the steep path leading to the narrow door of love, because it was only love and devotion to the masters that enabled me to stay on the path. I believe that when I found The Hearts Center I was rewarded with wisdom because each day I am seeing more clearly, I am seeing more through God's eye of oneness, beyond duality. As I continue to work and grow on my spiritual path, I am shedding onionskins of faults and putting on the virtues of the tree of life.

Joyce,

You are an inspiration to us all. Thank you for your service.

Wayne