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Homework week 3
In rememberance of the stations on the way instead of poem
Bismi´llah ir-rahman ir-rahiim (In the name of Allah, the merciful, the Compassionate)
I remember the name of God, pray as-salat, and continue to walk
I see only the name of God, and listen only to the voice of God in my heart
This is the song of my heart and everything is inside of me
I feel the peace in my heart and the nafs and shaitan have become silent
I begin to live within
I see with the eye of your heart
I see the face of God in everything
I begin to weep.
It is a holy weeping because I begin to see through clean eyes
I am your servant
I am the picture of God and there is no difference between the body and the soul
There is no beginning and no ending
Everything inside of me changes
God is healing me
I speak with the tongue of God, not yet complete. I must walk more
Love conquers everything
I begin to know the secret
Al-kamala- the nafs is purified
I begin to live completely in the station of the heart
I return to God.
I clean myself
I wipe away all my mistakes
I open my hearing, so God can put holy words inside of me
“My God, I want to live with You in everything.
Clean me and place me inside Your heart.
Do with me what You want I will listen to every word of You.
I am your servant
I want only to see Your face.
Give me love and help me to know the meaning of this love.
My beloved God, I am here, and I am at peace only with You.
In my heart there is no difference between anything inside or outside me.
Clean me with Your water of truth
because everyone who wants to see You, needs this water
I am beginning to remember Your name all the time
I know that You do not need this praying,
because this praying is only from me to myself.
Help me to give my heart to anyone who wants to know You.
Help me to show the flower of my heart”
At-Taslim-I surrender to God in the garden of surrender
I leave my body, my heart, my soul and am only with You, face to face
I only walk with You
I am you, You are me
I return to the place when I was born in my soul.
I am nothing.
I leave everything and give it to God, soul to soul and heart to heart
Everything in my life is peace and love
my life is the life of my God
This is the station of secret love
I am born many times
My face is the face of love
I live in the world of the angels and the souls
I am the sun of truth which is the light of my soul
I give everything, I leave everything
I open everything inside of me and I only find Allah
I am the mirror and God can see himself in my heart
My heart is also his heart. The secret love is inside my heart
I have to brake my “glass” (body) to wake up
and fill my heart with love and mercy and peace.
I drink the juice of God,
It is the juice of love, the highest love the juice of divine intoxication.
No one can see God if he/she does not drink this holy juice
There is no life without this juice of truth and knowledge
I am silent, I only talk to God
I see the secret light
I am his secret beloved
I AM
Britt-Marie Persson
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