I understand now that everything and everyone I encounter daily is telling me to cleanse my responcibility for it to show up and I believe it is, for I am ready to clean it, even when it sometimes is hard as tar, which physically has shown up for me this week, when our new stove got tar so we cannot open the damper, not even with different tools. We have cleaned and cleaned and at last got it opened only for the next time to find it is hard as before.
Not until I write this I suddenly understand, I have to clean the old tar inside of me, even if I do not know, what it is. Perhaps it is all old papers, books and things I have stored, but it is also outside of me, so I have to find the cause of it and it is truly from many lifetimes. And I am sure it is much more, it feels like it´s heavy things from all humanity. At the same time I do not need to know where it is coming from, or? , only let go and let God!
I am so greatful for this weeks cleaning heartstreams, just coming for our help, to clean these old heavy records, so it is not too heavy for us to bear, even if I am going to contunue to clean my sticky tar and see if our stove also let go of its tar. I am also so grateful for this course to let us understand our responsibility to the condition of our lives and of the world and that we cannot blame another. And we are all one. Thank you.