Currently I have been experiencing some very interesting opportunities in my life. Sometimes it appears to be out of control, from the human mundane perspective. However; I have noticed that my inner being seems to be more at peace, even though I have no outward solution to what is happening and no idea of the outcome. There has been a shift, and the shift is surrender. I am surrending everything to " I Love you, I am sorry, Please forgive me, and Thank you". I pray for reconciliation, yet I am not totally attached to the outcome. This Lord or something better! I realize, with "real eyes", that I must take responsiblity for these opportunities and surrender to the "Almighty" and release all fear and trepidation. I pray that the shifting continues to a greater extent,so who I thought I was, becomes who I truly am. "I remain in the center while all around me swirls" (20.021)
I feel at times that I am being pulverized! Webster's Dictionary says pulverize means to " reduce or become reduced to dust or powder, as by pounding or grinding", I can only pray that the powder that remains is utilized to create a new me in Christ.