What has impressed you during this six week course? Besides the total awesomeness of St. Germain and the fluidity of his teaching on Alchemy, is the fact that he views; that this science is doable by everyone! I begged to differ at the beginning of this class; however after reading Omraam’s book on Spiritual Alchemy and listening to St. Germain’s Heartstreams, I have hope. I realized that a part of Alchemy is working on one’s self. Constantly monitoring one’s thoughts, feelings and words are a requirement of the Alchemist. This has proven an interesting exercise that; I realize will be required, for the duration this incarnation. I am determined to become a clean and pure VESSEL* for the Godhead. Prior to this class this concept was more of an ethereal futuristic goal. Now it has become a living, driving force in my life. I literally see this action of transformation taking place, as I strive toward becoming a chalice for God. Desiring only to fulfill my mission for God’s pleasure. Hand and hand with this endeavor is the wiping clean of my consciousness of all fear and pride, which are antithetical to this purpose. So as I monitor and self correct, I pray for the gift of Faith and the virtue of Humility. *Here I would like to give the definition of “VESSEL” from Webster’s Dictionary. 1. “A craft larger than a rowboat for traveling on water. (I am choosing to be this vessel that will carry me through the cavern of my emotional body, choosing peace over inner turmoil, listening to the voice of Jesus as my guide) 2. “A hollow utensil used esp. for holding liquids.” ( I am choosing to be the utensil for my Knight Commander, to hold the Violet Elixir of light within my heart.) 3. “A tube or duct containing or conveying blood or other body fluid, as a vein.” ( I am choosing to be a conductor of the life essence of glowing liquid light, first for myself and then as a conductor of this light to others) My perception of Alchemy was more of a material science; understanding that true Alchemists have changed base metals into gold. The new realization in this quest to becoming an Alchemist is that there are base metals within all levels of my consciousness that require the kiln of transformation through the alchemical fires of the Holy Spirit. I acquiesce that my first experiment will be within; my inner world presents me with all the test subjects and material for all of my experimentations. And if I progress to the point where I can tangibly transform a material element into something greater, than this will be secondary to my inner work. What are you doing and what will you continue to do to work with the Master to be a cosmic Alchemist and initiate? What I am doing is observing and self correcting my thoughts and feelings and words! Asking for forgiveness when I have not been a pure chalice for God, not only do I ask for forgiveness from the universe, I also ask those whom I feel have been the recipient of these muddied streams of communications or interactions. I will continue to invoke the gifts of the Holy Spirit that are necessary for my oneness with God’s purpose in this life. I am becoming aware of gifts and/or talents that I perceive God has bestowed upon me to benefit some part or parts of life, which include my family and all I come in contact with. I will continue to debase pride within me in all of its subtle and not so subtle ways and pray to Beloved Faith and the Blessed Maha Chohan for the gift of Faith and the virtue of Humility, which I value as critical for my lifestream. I will strive for wholeness in mind, body and spirit to the Glory of God and his/her purposes. Another aspect of this opportunity is to master meditation, which has continued to elude me as a part of my spiritual practices. I will continue to work on perfecting my speech patterns and mode of communication, which I feel will play a role in the pursuit of my mission. Also, I choose to eat, drink and exercise to the best of my ability in the quest of becoming this chalice for my Lord. Purity is all encompassing in this journey to be this vessel, which I so desire with all my heart. Future Topics: The Soul The Elementals and their Kingdoms The Wizard of Oz and the path of the Initiate
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