All the very best aspects of my life I credit El Morya with for either giving me or leading me to. El Morya is all around me and inside me and a part of everything I do, say, think and feel. All of the hardest times I've faced in my life I was able to pass through with the thought that "I choose to succeed here because the highest reward for me is the honor of working with and for El Morya". I have to say this again, another way. There simply is no stronger motivation on Earth for me than to know and feel the honor of working with and for this Master. No other carrot or stick that can move and influence men and women to act are worth mentioning in their power over me compared to the honor of working with this Master and the love and respect and acceptance that I feel that he gives to me for my offering.
Another aspect of my relationship with El Morya which moves me deeply is the patience he has with me and his others chelas. I have had the experience many times of reaching a relative victory in a certain area, viewing over time the steps of painful trial and error that led me to that victory and then, to see that before all that, El Morya had advised me to go a "certain way" in this---which ended up being the way I eventually used to master that challenge. Then I am faced with seeing it through his eyes--the eyes of a father whose advice was followed only after the son had banged painfully into all the walls before finding the door.
I know that El Morya observes our meetings. I often feel his "commentary" as energy patterns, dynamics, flow, solutions to challenges which just pop in. And at times I'm just a little embarrassed at how slow we are to understand and come to resolution on things. It seems as though it would be a kind of exquisite torture for a master like El Morya to observe us--one who can see, understand and formulate superior resolutions to all problems in just seconds, to have to follow us through our relatively time-consuming process. He honors our learning and mastering things for ourselves though with his exquisite patience---which compels me to love him even more.
Another aspect of El Morya which compels me to love him as no other is his all-out commitment to the victory of America, the world and to the people here. I get glimpses of it sometimes--how it is for him, the relative thanklessness of a humanity who eagerly receives his offerings and then dishonors it all with seemingly endless, thoughtless compromises of their own honor and missions. I know that he does not regard us in a disparaging way such as this, but to some extent we probably look to him like a bunch of screaming babies in a playpen, soiling everything we touch and doing what we can to share our misery. When I attempt to see all this through his eyes and feel as he feels about this I find that I have new level of compassion and unity to work at making my own. And I love him even more.
To play on his team--this is what I came here for. When I served on the staff of the Summit Lighthouse I found myself at times challenged internally to reach deep for my motivation for being there and doing my best. The answer was always the same for me, "I work for El Morya, that's what I came here for". It is not a carrot or a stick for me--it has always been more of a joyful fulfillment of a promise which I know that I made to him and which I will not fail to deliver on. It brings tears to my eyes to just write these words I feel so strongly about this.
Thank you God for giving me El Morya for a father.
